February 07, 2025

February 06, 2025

February 05, 2025

February 04, 2025

Took my morning classes. During economics, I “drove my professor absolutely mad” with my pen clicking. We learned more formulas and then went out to eat with the usual lot I spend time with. We chatted for a bit before I decided to head back home since our accounting professor, far too cool and far too wealthy to actually teach, bailed on us again. I took a nap and spent the rest of the evening solving problems and reading my chapters. I managed to finish most of the things on my to-do list before their deadlines, which is always satisfying.

February 03, 2025

I did not have a single class today. I picked up my notebook of to-do lists and opened it right at the bookmark. I had a lot to do. I had to drag myself out of bed just to get in my first hour or two of study. After that, I simply could not resist the bed any longer and drifted off again. I studied some more later, at a slower pace than usual and a bit behind schedule. Nearing the end of the day, I actually managed to finish all my chapters, and I am very proud of that.

With the extra time I had somehow conjured out of thin air, I watched another episode of the show I have been watching with Adrian. We had a few small chats here and there. We are still not back together, but that’s okay. I promised him I would not leave so long as I loved him. He asked if he could court me again. I studied a bit more. I am not actually doing so badly at school. My grades are still high, relatively at least, and there are no concepts I would say I am struggling with. I just need more time. More practice, and more time.

February 02, 2025

I haven’t eaten. Something’s wrong with my health. Doesn’t matter. No pimples in a while. I will take that as a good sign. I did nothing today except read chapters for my accounting test. Adrian and I had a big fight. All I wanted was to talk to him. Now I can’t even call him my boyfriend. We broke up.

February 01, 2025

Had my morning study session, then went to uni before noon for a presentation. I was supposed to meet a few of my groupmates, but half of them turned up late. I hadn’t contributed much to the presentation itself, so simply being there helped a bit with my terrible social standing. It made me feel a touch less dreadful and rather more responsible. During class, we all pretended to be primary school pupils. It was meant to be practice for the outreach and fundraising activities we’ll be doing soon. Apparently, we will be working with children.