June 14, 2024
I have a date with Adrian. I slept for maybe three hours at most. We might have gone a little overtime last night, but it doesn’t really matter because it was time well spent sharing our perspectives on our story. It’s weird how he’s making this whole relationship thing so easy. I’m not crying or stressing, and all I feel is excitement knowing I’ll be seeing him again. I hope I can give him even half the comfort he gives me. I don’t think he knows how peaceful I feel when I’m with him. He did tell me he felt the same way ever since we first started talking. I hope we never lose that. It wouldn’t take much to convince me that I’ve been dreaming this whole month. I’ve been so happy that it concerns me. I guess I’m just not used to it anymore. I showered and got ready first thing in the morning. I did my makeup and quickly picked out an outfit. I love it when I have plans with people I actually enjoy hanging out with. I went to the mall to meet up with Adrian. I got there with just enough time to deal with a little thing I had. Adrian eventually called me and told me to look for him (it didn’t take him long to actually tell me his location, but I’m convinced I would’ve successfully found him anyway). I saw him and just thought it was so insane that he was my boyfriend. He looked good. I did the awkward wave thing to greet him, and he was smiling back. Writing this and thinking about his smile is making me smile. Is that weird? The first thing we talked about was this construction thing we couldn’t figure out. I still have no idea what they’re building there. I gave him the gift I got him for his birthday, and he was so appreciative of it. I’m glad he liked it. He asked me if I had eaten anything, so we settled down and got food. I mentioned the foods I liked once, and I guess he remembered. We talked about random things. When he was getting our food, he lightly tapped my shoulder from the opposite side to get my attention. I turned, didn’t find him, then turned back. Before I could even react, he was there, leaning in close, giving me a quick kiss. It was so cute. He did the same thing again when he got us coconut shakes. He finished his food first, as he always does, and he promised to do the talking while I finished mine. After that, we walked around so he could show me something we mentioned during our conversations. We were just enjoying our time together. It wasn’t long until we ended up in the bookstore because if you’re hanging out with me, looking at books is inevitable. Except I didn’t even intend on doing that. I just wanted to show him my favorite cat in the mall, who happens to be there too. We had to finish our drinks before going inside. We threw them out, and upon entering, I showed him where Agatha Christie’s section is. It’s pretty obvious that she’d be in the first shelves of the A-Z Fiction genre, but I always make sure to go there whenever I’m in any bookstore. I hated on every book ever. I’ve read a lot of books, and I don’t give the best ratings. Also, Adrian has this little addiction he recently acquired. He’s been kissing me at any chance he could get. Not that I mind, since I enjoy it as much as he does. There was this one time in the Fantasy and Sci-fi aisle when he winked with a click and then pulled me in for a kiss. That’s definitely on top of my rankings of all the kisses he has ever given. We went up another floor to the classics, and he told me about this book called Paradise Lost. You’d think I would’ve known about that book by now, but I hadn’t heard of it before, and I’m so grateful he told me about it. For once, I’m getting back my interest in reading. This dude is really good for me. He’d give me kisses every now and then. By that, I mean anytime we were clear of people’s sight, we’d go for a kiss. Even when I was talking about random things, he was giving me kisses. We went up another floor, and it was very empty. We might’ve made out for a bit. Have I mentioned how insane it is that he’s such a good kisser when I’m literally his first and only kiss? We went back to the main mall and to the arcade. We noticed how the whole place expanded and ate up the Kumon that was supposedly beside it. I won at almost everything except the one where you have to hit the thing with the hammer. I even won at the punching game. His punch was definitely way stronger, though. You could hear it through the impact sound. It just didn’t hit where the sensor was or something. But I won by like a hundred points. I think I can now tell people that I’m stronger than a boxer, right? I won the basketball game too. I even got scouted for such a terrible play. Then the other game he was supposed to win (and did win), the score points were glitching, and it was so funny. We did karaoke too. I love his voice. I was watching him sing, and I think I was falling in love with him or something. He told me hearing my voice live was different from the covers I post. He told me he loved my voice, so he stopped to hear me. I can’t believe this dude likes me. Time went by pretty quickly. We went back to the same bookstore as earlier too. We pretty much did the same thing. Oh, and I remember he started following along with Phoebe Bridgers’ Scott Street when it played on the speakers, and it was so attractive. I guess he wasn’t lying when he told me he listened to that genre of music. I gave him lots of hugs. Then we kissed a couple more times. After that, we just sat in the food hall since I was waiting for my ride. I gave him a limit on the kisses, and he pinky promised he’d only do one last one before I left. That last one lingered. When I got back home, I immediately passed out. An hour or two later, I got up to take a shower. My brother cooked dinner for me, then I went to my room and called Adrian. We were both so sleepy. We talked for a while until he could barely open his eyes. I read him another bedtime story. Tonight’s was Rumpelstiltskin.